MOOD S.T.U.D.Y

      bukan senang tau mood study nak datang, so sebelum mood study habes baek sy pegi study,..haish..terutame bile kemalasan melanda. hadoii..oke! sy insaf. ahaks. sy akan cube kurangkan maen facebook,blogger, etc..aha.dan sy akn cube tingkatkan prestasi sy dlm akademik, dan meluangkn byk mase dengan buku+stdy group etc.. bukan senang tau. tapi sekurang-kurang nye saye cuba kan. oke. fokus utama saye sekarang untuk merealisasikan impian+ mahu dapat result cemerlang ohh dalam exam...takmau mengulangi kesilapan lalu..dan sy mau lupekan segala hal yang tak penting..sy mau lupekan segala masalah..mulakan hidup baru..yelah suasana sekarang xseperti dulu.. tak seindah dulu dan tak selalu indah..*cehh ape aku mengarot nie*..ermm oke. sy hrp dpt merealisasikan impian sy nie.., hope so. 

oh ya. tadi ade kiteorang (team choral speaking) ade perform kat sekolah sempena perasmian bulan bahasa..wahh..enjoy der..terbaek la team choral speaking 2011 :)

hahaha!

perform..

okelah hari nie xboleh tulis panjangpanjang coz mau pegi study English. I love English language. so byebye. see yaa next time ^^

hey dude!!

    0oOoyeaahh..My life would suck with you laa! BUT  now I am free without you.. although I now, maybe we are just friends before. no more no less..but since you came into my  life.. you're asking me to accept you..but I can't..it was too fast for me...I'm sorry..I didn't mean it...but I asked you too wait for me..and you say you'll wait for me..you're promise to wait  for a two years..but you're not keeping promises..I already know that..I just want to test your loyalty level.. and you failed!!..but,  I love the way you brightened my days even for a while. I love when you sing me a songs. a few songs maybe. and until now I still remember that cause you are the first person sing me a song.  A few weeks after you say you'll wait for me , you've been looking for another girl..it is hurting me. even though I knew I have no right to jealous right ?...

           Even though I know you are not loyal , but I am tried to be patient and still waiting for you. because I remember my promise to you.  I am remain single for you.  I am loyal to you.  But  what you do to me ? why are you doing this ? What's my fault ? before this we're friends as usual right ? you break my heart. I hate you! but deep in my heart..I'm still waiting for you. I don't know why. this is not my desire. but, there is nothing I can do. it is about hearts & feeling..How stupid I am right?  so I guest that's  the end of our story..I'm give up. I will try to forget all about you. you know, it just not easy. but at least i'm trying. .what about the ring that you gave to me ? what should I do with that ring ? you asked me to keep it and return to you after two years. but what for ? no longer usefull for me to continue keep that ring. 0hh one more thing, I hope you think ten times before accusing me of doing something rather "ridiculous" okay... I didn't do that. 

I am still will pray for your happiness. I hope you happy with your choice. if possible , I hope we can be friends even it is hard for me. but I do not care. I just want to forget everything.


I might miss you and maybe even still like you but I'm done with you

P/S : this songs tribute to you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dK8rKKzeGVE

Tak seronok laa..! :(

ehh hari nie dah hari jumaat ? aiy0o..lusa dah sekolah..alamak! homework macam mane ? ngeeeee.. manyak2 lagi doiii..oke..rase cam sekejap je mase berlalu..rase cam baru semalam form1..tapi rupenye skang dah form4 laa..xseronok gituu..cepat betol mase berlalu kan..hermm..oke..homework ohh homework. asal kau banyak sangat hah? adeii..mmg xleh tgk aku rehat cikit der..

one more thing..markah exam ?handooo..sebelum cuti nie ade exam. then mesti lepas cuti kluar laa hasilnya. xsanggup doii tgk result..yela, agak susah la exam. biase laa kali pertama kan masuk menengah atas nie. sebelum nie menengah rendah jer..then ade 4 subjek killer kali nie..biology,physic,chemistry & addmath!! handoo0..susah tahap gaban..tulaa sape suruh ambek sains tulen kan.. ala bukan aku nak sangat ambek nie, "kerna terpaksa" saja..aku redha jelaa.. kepada yang xtahu ape2..plss jgn mengate aku bleh x ? aku x paham laa apesal kau suka sangat menyibok hal aku ? ak ade ganggu hidop kau ke hah? suke ati aku laa nk ambk aliran ape pom.. xsusahkan kau pon..lagipun ape sangat yang kau dapat kalau kau mengate aku ? haiss xsuke2 nak gadoh2 ngan sape2 laa..tapi sape xpanas doii lau ade orang mengate dari belakang.. 

okeoke..walaupun aku marah. tp aku masih bleh 'control' laa kemarahan aku..tade la sampai nk pergi serang kau..but.. watch out! kesabaran aku ade batas jugak.. 

should I just let her go ?

I can't I can't I can't..ohh I can't..I don't know why I can't live without you Nurul Hafieza ak.a Nuyu! You are the only one who understands me, willing to share all my problems, someone who can keep secrets, and we're share our joys and sorrow.. why you have to move to another school ? I'm here so lonely without you...yeah I know this is the best way and  for the sake of  your future. but... I hope even though you move to another school , I hope you will never forget me.. cause for me "Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget. ".. 

all the places in the school reminds me to you.. I hope our friendship enduring forever,..

Hati ku senang . Jiwa ku tenang .

      hoihoi. tenang semacam je aku ari nie. apesal ? tenang la sangat. letih doii. oh memang hari nie hari yang ceria ! tapi......hermm, cam stress gituu..yelaa.sape xstress..keje banyak. bile laa library nie nk ciap. letih doii.. tapi setakat ni banyak dAh kot perubahan library tu.Najiihah pom same stress ngan aku jugak. yelaa. busy tahap gaban. kerje manyakk! haiyakk! oke laa. tapi esok masih harus ke sekolah. coz ade kelas kimia+keje2 membaik pulih library+choral speaking..hadoii. homework pom manyak lagi kot.

        Tapi hari nie best sangatsangat . dapat jumpe kwn2 yg suda berpindah ke sekolah laen. adah a.k.a mcsya sounds & aisyah adam..hoho.lame dop jumpe. n semestinye Nuyu !! yang turut membantu sep pss kt lbry tadi. thanks yup!  then..ade something happen la..aku & aisyah che cob je yg taw aha. lucu gilax. adeeii. npe erk zaman sekarang? bile dipikir pikir..xpatut2.. over la pulak "diorang". handoo....takmau bicara hal itu disini. takot ade yg terase pulak kan. nonono. sy xsuke cari pasal. n xberminat masuk campor hal orang. then better sy xstory hal tu..just 4 fun. tapi lucu gilaxx...HAHAHAHA!!

oke the p0int is jumpa kawankawan dpt hilang kan stress la. segala masalah dilupakan utk sementara waktu. sebab itu bagi sy "hari-hariku x sempurna tanpa kalian" terima kaseh sebab menceriakan hari-hari ku. oke aku n kawankawan sempat la snap beberape gambar,,dimana ade camera disitu ade kami ! ahaks :) 

aini , aisyah adam & adah <3

aisyah adam , me & adah :)

   

                        Omg ! h0mework kimia !! esok ade kls kimia. oh no. I have to go know. okeoke. nanti ade mase sy story lagi k.. see yaa.. salam 1 Malaysia. ahaks   =) 

hey ! holidays. . .

        oo0yeah. holiday come again. rasa seronok gituu. huhu. tapi xrase cam cuti sangat der. ari2 p skola. 

yela, sape suruh jd pengawas pss.. kam banyak keje. tade rehat2. aiy0o. xseronok der. Pengawas pss kene p mengemas library sekolah. agak bz laa tahun nie coz library di Upgrade kan.. letih doii.. banyak lagi yang xciap. so kiteorang (pengawas pss) kene lah bekerja keras untuk siapkan semua sebelum cuti sekolah nie abes. cuti seminggu saja. adeii. entah la camne. then bz ngan choral speaking lagii. hohoii . . tade rehat la cutiku kali nie. tp better go to scho0l la daripada terperap kat rumah. lagii boring. .

      "tekanang" la hidup sekarang. bukan ape. aku just.. entah la. stress der, sukar untuk memahami sifat seseorang kan. aku pom xpaham ngan someone nie.. hohoi. aku xbley stop pikir pasal die. why why why ? hadoii. aku pon taktaw. 'anda yang datang dalam hidup sy then anda blah camtu jer. haisshh. sy x boleh terima semua ni.. tapi ape boleh saya buat. anda buat "dek" je ngan saya sekarang. anda sombong. anda ego. kejap muncul dlm hidup sy. kejap senyap tanpa berita. then anda datang lagi ganggu hidup sy then anda blah camtu jer. ape lagi anda mau ? saya xboleh fokus terhadap semua bende yg saya buat. ini semua sebab anda.. kenape ssh sangat sy nk lupekan anda ? oke. sekarang sy benci anda sangatsangat. yeahh. sy mau terus membenci anda. walaupun depan anda sy berlagak cool aje. tp dalam hati. tuhan je yg tahu betapa sy benci anda. oke. plss. go away. ihy so much !

p/s : I never ever fallin for you.,, just hate you  . . .