11.11.11 :)

Assalamualaikum! hye all! so long I'm not update my blog. lately I'm busy with my final examination. Lastly , it over. Hope so to get a good result.. miss to  write here so much. yeah, for sure, since september , I didn't write here. So many things had happened to me. Everything changes , people around me change...And I don't know if I am change too.  I have to changes. to be a good person than before .. Actually , I am really tired of all this. I just want to end this up. I just want the best for me, myself. This is not because I am selfish. I just tired being nice to the people that treat me just like 'football'. Sorry , but I don't need any part-time people in my life. You're either with me or you're not. You just can't come and go as you please. I just a normal people. I do have feeling. hey Dude ,  I can act like I didn't see , I can act like I didn't hear , But I'm sure that I CAN'T act that I don't feel ! please just let me go. your life so complete right ? why can't you let me go through my life by myself ? I don't need anyone in my life. It is enough my friends and family around me. If you and her around me, it just make me stressed..and pain will always beside me. until when I have to live like this ? before, I act like I don't care but inside it hurts. so much. I can't stand it anymore.. 

Firts time I know you , last year.. It was so awesome. you're funny, nice to me and I like the way you are.. You always brighten up my day. But , it just the past memory. Now , You've changed. not like I know you before. Sincerely I don't like this change. But there is nothing I can't do. that is your life, your choice. Futhermore, this year..you've her beside right ? It's okay. I try to accept this. maybe It just a while sweet memory to me. Thank you so much. How lucky I am to have someone like you. althought it is just for a while. I hope you're happy with your life. I've say goodbye to you few days ago. But it seems like you can't say it back to me. Maybe I just have to slowly away from you so you don't have to sad and feel guilty about this. I'm gonna be okay. Don't worry about me. I just don't want to life like this always. I like to pretend that I'm okay because I don't wanna annoy people with my problems. Truly , I always want to back to the last december, 2010. Last year was the best year in my life. I'll never forget it.. ;)

P/s : My title 11.11.11 totally unrelated with what I'm write about. I just hope that from now on (11.11.11) my life wouldn't s**k like before =)

Hati sayaa kesop... :(

ggrr...such as suck day for me. Yeahh. I'm not okay. not in a good mood. It's hurt when other people ignore you at the same time. I really mean it.ALL my friends ignore me today. thankyousoverymuch. I APPRECIATE  that. I don't understand. Why? why all of you do this to me? am I ever hurts  you guys? am I wrong? please. I really don't understand. I never ignore you, didn't reply your massage, even when I am in a badmood I still can treat all of you as usual. You know what? I'm annoyed with your attitude.  okay. fine fine. you treat me like that. I'm gonna treat you 10x more bad than that. I'm sorry. I am human. normal human. I have a degree of patience.        

:( :( :( :( kesopp hati tahap gabannnnnnn~ ~ ~!

I miss her so much!

today is her birthday. and she is far away from me. today , my life won't be the same.. as last year. everyday I can meet her. I spend every second of my life with her. BUT all this just a past memory for me. Now , I'm lonely. without somebody like her. If I can. I want her to be my side. to be my best friend forever.  no one like her. no one can replace her place. she is Nurul Hafieza... if you read this. I want you to know. I love you so much. keep in touch. I hope our friendship enduring forever. I'll follow your advised. I'll not quarrel with anyone again. I'm trying. miss you so much!

Harapan Ramadhan

okeke.nampaknye..esok bermula lah hari yang penuh dengan dugaan bagi umat islam di seluruh negara iaitu menunaikan ibadah puasa.hmm..kejap je kan mase berlalu. rase macam baru semalam masuk tahun 2011. tengok sekarang sudah pun akhir bulan 7,esok 1 ogos 2011. bulan kemerdekaan!! nampaknye dua sambutan sekali gus tahun nie, raya+merdeka! wah, mesti meriah nnti.  syoknye raye! eh eh, puase belum dh mau raye. harap-harap semuanya akan berada dalam keadaan baekbaek saja. saya mahu berubah. daripada baik menjadi lebih baik. harap niat sy nie termakbul, amin. saya tidakmau lagi ade sebarang masalah dengan sapesape. dan semua itu hanya membazir masa saya. saya sudah membazirkan terlalu banyak masa sebelum nie, 'pisang tak berbuah dua kali' jadi saya takmahu mengulang kesilapan lalu. harap2 saya boleh berubah di bulan yang mulia ini. same-same laa doakan ye. oke la. saya mahu buat kerja rumah. lame sudah bercyber. mama sudah marahhh..wkekeke..see ya readers. next time, next topic, next reason. ggrrr..what I'm write about. kbye. salam ramadhan (-,-)

F.U.T.S.A.L

heeeee.. Hari sabtu lepas sep kls sy , 4science maen futsal laa..(darax) HAHA. best laa.. walaupun penad.. tapi enjoy laa.. rase lebih cergas berbanding sebelum nie. cehh. ahaa. sebenarnye bukan maen serius sangat. saje nk enjoy. release tension rase lps maen futsal. saje2 suka je maen. 1 jam je.. tinggal lebih kurang 5minit nak habes mase , ape lagi..kiteorang posingg laa..Ahaaha.. bukan pegi semata-mata nak posing laaa. posing tu time nk habes maen dh. saje nk 'pose' like pemain bola sepak.. even baru sekali maen. xpelaa..dalam proses belaja lagi. gambar tu diupload bukan nak menunjuk tapi atas permintaan kawan-kawan. tak sangka pulak lepas upload ramai yang ajak maen futsal... mampuss doii..aha. sorry2 kepada yang ajak kiteorang maen uhh.. bukan sombong n tak nak maen. tp kami still tak reti maen laa.. baru nak try2 maen. bukan sombong erkk. oke nnt kite 'lawe' laa ! jangan bimbangg.. ngee =)

Futsal ~4science~ =)

Hey Dude, Can you stay away from my life ?

yeah. I admit. I still can't forget about it. Even I've tried so hard. now I'm still try and try. I hope so, I can forget about it. I  can't stand it. If I just let it, It will make me look like an idiot and wasting my time. I don't know what I have to do. And until now, I don't understand why he do this to me ? what is my fault ? why ? why I must face all this ? It is unfair to me. I think so. It is really unfair. If he hates me, then tell me. He don't have to tell anyone else. there is no relationship with others. why he have to tell everyone about this?  

However , I will remember my teacher advice. "We can't  hate someone so much because maybe one day we will love him/her." and "We can't love someone so much because maybe one day we will hate him/her" .  okay , before, I've said. I'll never hate him although he do this to me. I just can't see him. Feelings can be controlled but tears never lie. yeah ,  I'm in pain so much. but I'm just not show it up. I hope everything gonna be okay. I don't want any problem that make me feel stress again. I just want  focus to my study and learn to be more independent.. :)

P/s : I am Mature enough to forgive you But not Dumb enough to trust you again. 

I'm wasting my time. ggrr

why why why why ?? why you do this to me? you know. It is hurt. although you doing  this few times, I'm still believe on you. I don't know why I'm so easy to forgive you and letting you hurt me again and again. I'm tired of all of this.  Tired of waiting . tiref of everything. I'm not angry at all. I don't know why. I'm just feel like an idiot and just wasting my times waiting for someone. someone who never care about me, never think of me like I'm think of him , someone who never understand my heart and feelings and someone who's only know how to broke my heart.. and now my heart broken into pieces. are you happy now? after doing this to me. "please just don't play with me. my paper heart will bleed" If you just want to cheat and hurting me. you better go. I can't let you do this to me. 

You know, I'm just normal person. I also had feelings. why are you so "easy come and easy go" ? I'm not understand. okay. I don't know what else words I can't say. I'm  giving up. -,- 

cuti memboringkan!!

handooo...lau time sekolah nak cuti. time cuti nak sekolah. macam2 laa.. ngade laa pulak.. bukan maksud sy disini pergi sekolah hanye untuk hilangkan boring. nonono. tapi kalau pegi sekolah kan. belajar, ade kelas and laen2..masa di isi dengan perkara-perkara yang berfaedah. dop gituu ? ngee..erm cuti nie. . agak memboring kan laaa..oh yaa..sy dah tukar lgu kt blog nie..weeee.. saye suke tukar lagu kat blog nie ikot mood..Aha..okey, thanks to _____ sebab bg lagu nie kt sy..weeee...... lagu Ft Island - I hope. I'm lovin it. best lagu nie.. thankyou

okay. sekarang rase marah sy kat "someone" tu belom lagi abes. jap2 nk gune perkataan "kau,aku" sekejap je.. hey. sampai hati "kau" memfitnah "aku" macam tu. kenapa "kau" buat macam tu kat "aku"? apa salah "aku" ? "aku" takde peduli hal "kau" pom. takde ganggu hidup "kau" pom. malah, "kau" ke rumah
"aku" pom "aku" layan "kau" dengan baek. walaupun "kau" buat "aku" macam nie "aku" masih boleh cakap baekbaek ngan "kau"..tapi...ape yang "kau" buat tuu.....memang keterlaluan. kenape "kau" buat macam nie....eeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiii kalau "kau" ade depan mata "aku" nie kan. abes laa "Aku" kerjakan "kau". oke habis dh "kau,aku".... anda sudah mempengaruhi fikiran die..die lebih percaya ngan anda sekarang. so dh puas hati anda? ketawa la selagi boleh.  layak ke anda dipanggil sepupu? sepupu ape macam nie?  

tak boleh blah je "Aku" ngan orang camnie.

okay. terserah laa..anda mau percaya sy ke dia (sepupu ).. yang pasti saya tahu, sy xbuat anda macam tu. dan saya xsejahat itu..anda ada mata. lihat sendiri la. mane yang betol mane yang salah. selagi sy boleh sabar, sy akan sabar dengan sikap anda. . saket betol........

Finally exam is Over ! =)

haluuuuuu semuaa..lame tak mengupdate ini blog. miss giler nk menaip panjangpanjang kat sini. oke, exam dh tamat..tadi last. Sivik..ngeee..for sure boleh jawab kot..huhu..yang laen tak pasti der.. erm tinggal esok sehari je lagi sekolah, then cuti. for a two weeks doii...wow!  awesome laa. "I don't have to see you , with her" what a stupid status in facebook. HAHA! saya tau mesti orang fikir pelik. sebenarnye bukan pape pom buat status macam tu..saje je..ayat je kot. mesti orang yang bace fikir pelikpelik..but, who cares ? I don't care. lantak la korang. asal korang bahagia.actually I miss my friend. I miss my brother. I miss all of my beloved. I mean my eldest brother , my besties Nurul Hafieza a.k.a Eyu Dokdex , Nurul Syahadah a.k.a mcsya sounds . . bila anda sume mau pulang? *rindu anda setengah mati. . cepat doe balik. my eldest bro nak balik laa. 2 hari lagi...Happy der..sejak die kerje sementara kat kl tu jarang je jumpe..tak seronok. rase sunyi di sini. tapi dh ade second brother pom oke laa..tapi 3 hari lagi die dh nak balek uitm..so sad :(

and for sure..this thursday Fieza & syahadah balik!!! tak sabar nak jumpe anda berdua..dah lame sy menanti..rindu giler..sangatsangat la bosan hidup sy tanpa kalian disini..  "pulang la sebelum ku runaway. aku menanti kamu everyday. aku menunggu kamu dari monday, tuesday , wednesday, Thursday ...." lagu Awie Rafael - Pulanglah khas buat anda berdua. ngeee..seriously hidup sy tak lengkap tanpa anda berdua. sekarang, kt sekolah sunyi..sunyi sangat,,rase macam takde kawan..then, sy selalu keseorangan, bukan nk over.tp apa yg sy tls nie betol.. memang la ade kawan..classmate 4 science. tp takde kawan rapat..sangat menderita hidup sekarang..sy nak keadaan dulu, tahun lepas..tapi apakan daya..masa tak boleh diundur.. life must go on..memang der orang tgk betapa happy go lucky sy..tapi luaran je kot.dalaman tuhan saja yg tahu. kenape erk kita kene berpisah? laen sekolah. jarang jumpe. even sy tahu "jauh di mata, dekat d hati" tapi sy risau..risau sangat. semakin lame, kita semakin jauh..moreover anda disana sudah semesti jumpe kawan baru disana..then kita pom semakin tak rapat..maybe suatu hari nanti kita hanya akn jd kwn biase..takde sape yg tahu kan.. asal kalian tahu..setiap hari sy ingat kalian berdua, setiap jam setiap minit setiap detik dan setiap masa. mana boleh sy lupa anda walau sesaat pom. kalau memory kita create sejak form 1 di SmkP , then kalau nuyu sejak darjah 4...lebih-lebih lagi time sy kat sekolah,..setiap sudut di sekolah..akan membuat kn sy ingat pada kalian berdua.. dan di rumah sy pom. dan dimana saja tempat kita pernah pergi bersama, akan mengingatkan sy kepada kalian berdua..

oke sekarang anda faham kan perasaan sy? sy bukan nak mengade-ngade tulis nie semua. tapi sy tiada tempat nk mengadu. nobody knows.sekurang-kurangnya tulis kat sini buat hati sy lebih tenang..yup, memang tiada yg memahami.. tambah2 semakin banyak masalah sy di sekolah..pening2..datang kawan baru.. then adelaa..sesuatu yg sy taknak cerita kat sini.. sy rase kan kat sekolah sekarang. bukan diri sy yang sebenar. ssh untuk diterangkan. sy pom tak faham. tp kalau anda berdua ada di sekolah..dan tengok sy sekarang mesti anda tak percaya...dengan sape sy berkawan, perwatakan sy dan laenlaen..kadangkadang sy pom xkenal sape diri sy..feel so stressed...sy harap lepas nie semua akn menjadi seperti biasa. late night already. gotta go..hope to see all of you soon. oke byebye. I loveyoumorethanwordscanIsay. 

p/s: itu abang sy..abang no2...hee..td pegi dinner. sempat snap dengan die..will miss you..

Exam . . . .

           okay..sekarang hidup saya lebih tenang berbanding sebelum nie..mungkin laaa..entah laa. haishh..sebelum nie stress je memanjang.. tak tahu kenape laa.. okay sekarang saya dh takde benci sapesape. tu rase tenang..dulu asyik benci orang tu benci orang tu..and sume nie buat saya stress saja. okay okay format balik. delete sume memory buruk itu then start a new life..learn something new maybe..huhu. fokus to study. . terima kasih kepada "anda" sebab buat hidup saya semakin tenang walaupun kadangkadang perangai "anda" agak pelik. kejap okay kejap K.O..saya tak faham laa dude. suke hati laa..asal anda bahagia.. nak kawan dengan saya boleh jangan buat hal sudah. walaupun kadangkadang saya rase macam laen je kawan dengan anda. yeah. agak pelik. sebelum nie tak pernah bercakap pom.

yeaaaa..lagilagi saya tulis pasal anda. pelik kan. sy pun taktahu kenape anda ada kaitan dengan hidup saya. hari-hari mesti ada anda. walaupun kita sekadar kawan biase kan.. satu hal saya rase tak puas hati laa dengan anda..cara anda, sikap anda. pls laa. kadangkadang agk menyakitkan hati., berubah laa selagi boleh. apeape pun anda antara kawan terbaik pernah saya ada..harap kita kawan sampai bilabila :)

okay point utama sal EXAM kot. aiy0oo. .okay lupekan suma hal tak pentingg tu...next week exam suda..8 Mei 2011. okay I'm not ready yet. OMG, what should I do ??. okay I'm try to far away from Cyber world. for a Three week maybe., I have a big exam. Mid Year Examination.. =)  good luck all my friends! Aja aja fighting! harapharap boleh buat laaaa...takot sangatsangat. pray for me.. InsyaAllah kecemerlangan menanti  =)

exam..exam..exam..

Smk Panji Sports Day!

          

   yeay2!! esok cuti. cuti peristiwa sempena sukantara Smk Panji Hari ini...wah3.. Happening giler sukantara tadi.. Enjoy la..semangat membara gitu.. aha..hanya empata acara dipertandingkan mengikut kategori Lelaki A (tingkatan 4 & 5) Perempuan A (tingkatan 4 & 5) Lelaki B (Tingkatan 2 & 3) Perempuan B (Tingkatan 2 & 3) Lelaki C (Tingkatan 1) dan Perempuan C (tingkatan 1). Antara Acara yang dipertandingkan ialah Lompat Jauh , Lontar Cakera , Lontar Peluru & Lari 100m.. 

Selain bersukan..ape lagi..Snap photo derr..aha.. memang tak lengkap laa kalau tak snap photo. yeah, I'm photographer.. hoho. Not yet. untung laa ade ramai kawankawan yang sporting je bile nak ambk gambar. thanks yupp kawan kawan! I Love All Of You.! heee.. Smk Panji Boleh!! memang mantap laa tadi. bersemangat giler pelajar2 SmkP.. seriously banyak gilagila gambar. aisey man. tak larat pulak nak tengok. tapi tengok jugak..okay kejap lagi gambargambar itu akan saya upload di Fb..sabar yer.. ngee. jangan risau laa sudah ditapis gambar-gambar tersebut. 

Anyway Tahniah kepada pasukan Sigma kerana mendapat tempat pertama dalam sukantara nie.. Then tahniah juga utk pasukan Gamma , tempat kedua.. Alfa tempat ketiga & Beta tempat keempat.. hee..Kalah Menang Adat Pertandingan. yang penting kita enjoy sumee! :)

P.E.N.A.T laaa

agak lame aku tak menulis di blog nie..yelaa..tak sempat plus tak tau ape nak ditulis.. yela sy bukan sasterawan.. ahaks..oke.. PENAT2..tau tak.. PENAT laa hidup cam nie..yela..nape erk ade je orang tak puas hati ngan kite..,tak faham laa..,yang lepas tu dah2 laa.asal nk ungkit2? aku plak yang dipersoalkan. aku jujur laa dalam kerje yang aku buat. dah kalah tu kalah laa.. asal cakap aku nie "biased" plak..agak2 doii..dah la aku penat buat kerje tu, bukan senang..bukan dapat ape pun aku buat..niat ikhlas je tolong..(bukan mengungkit oke ahaks) tapi ape aku dapat?  tuduhan macam2 adela..(sabo je la)

oke..seterusnye..sal someone nie ..hermm aku tak taw laa..aku sebenanye malas dah tulis pasal die..tapi entah laa nape jari aku nie gatal sangat nak tulis..oke..maybe this is the last time I write about him..aku tak tau la asal orang yang rapat dengan die rapat gk ngan aku? agak pelik laa. then,  kadang-kadang menyampah jugak aku ngan sorang girl nie.. sume bende die bagitau aku..sume hal yang berkaitan dengan  **** die bagitau..Saket hati kot aku nie..entah ape motif die bagitau aku..nak aku JELEZ ??  hell O aku tak jelez la....aku tak kisah sangat..cuma............

hancurberkecai kot hatiko0 time die bagitau apa2 yang berkaitan ngan **** tu..sumpah aku tak jelez (nampak beno nipunye)..ahaks..oke..time tu je kot..sekarang tak lagi..ak give up laa..dh perangai die camtu..aku pom dh benci **** tuh..aku rase aku dah bleh lupe laa pasal die..waahhh..*bangga!.. ingat senang ke dude ? susah gilagila..tapi aku try and try and try and try sampai dapat. yeah maybe tak 100% lg aku lupe sal die..adela dalam 79.9%..ahaks..heyy..lau di pikir pikir balik kan..asal aku nak jelez hah? die tu saper? bukan sape2 pon aku rase..asal aku nie..dan aku ngan die xpernah ade ape2 pom laa..so stupid..hoho..why I can be this stupid ? *English Failed..aha

okay laa..konklusinya., tiada simpul yang tak dapat dihuraikan. tiada lajak yang tidak boleh di undurkan, (penutup karangan+peribahasa kot) masalah nie dapat dibendung lau aku mengambil langkah2 bijak dengan tidak memikirkan masalah nie yang mungkin akan buat aku lebih stress..fullstop. 

okey aku akan ikut kata2 nie - "I'm the author of my own life. unfortunately im writing with pen.my mistakes cannnot be erased, the only option is to turn the page and start a new chapter.."
"Life Is Simple It Just Not Easy"

hidup aku aku yang tentukan. 

MOOD S.T.U.D.Y

      bukan senang tau mood study nak datang, so sebelum mood study habes baek sy pegi study,..haish..terutame bile kemalasan melanda. hadoii..oke! sy insaf. ahaks. sy akan cube kurangkan maen facebook,blogger, etc..aha.dan sy akn cube tingkatkan prestasi sy dlm akademik, dan meluangkn byk mase dengan buku+stdy group etc.. bukan senang tau. tapi sekurang-kurang nye saye cuba kan. oke. fokus utama saye sekarang untuk merealisasikan impian+ mahu dapat result cemerlang ohh dalam exam...takmau mengulangi kesilapan lalu..dan sy mau lupekan segala hal yang tak penting..sy mau lupekan segala masalah..mulakan hidup baru..yelah suasana sekarang xseperti dulu.. tak seindah dulu dan tak selalu indah..*cehh ape aku mengarot nie*..ermm oke. sy hrp dpt merealisasikan impian sy nie.., hope so. 

oh ya. tadi ade kiteorang (team choral speaking) ade perform kat sekolah sempena perasmian bulan bahasa..wahh..enjoy der..terbaek la team choral speaking 2011 :)

hahaha!

perform..

okelah hari nie xboleh tulis panjangpanjang coz mau pegi study English. I love English language. so byebye. see yaa next time ^^

hey dude!!

    0oOoyeaahh..My life would suck with you laa! BUT  now I am free without you.. although I now, maybe we are just friends before. no more no less..but since you came into my  life.. you're asking me to accept you..but I can't..it was too fast for me...I'm sorry..I didn't mean it...but I asked you too wait for me..and you say you'll wait for me..you're promise to wait  for a two years..but you're not keeping promises..I already know that..I just want to test your loyalty level.. and you failed!!..but,  I love the way you brightened my days even for a while. I love when you sing me a songs. a few songs maybe. and until now I still remember that cause you are the first person sing me a song.  A few weeks after you say you'll wait for me , you've been looking for another girl..it is hurting me. even though I knew I have no right to jealous right ?...

           Even though I know you are not loyal , but I am tried to be patient and still waiting for you. because I remember my promise to you.  I am remain single for you.  I am loyal to you.  But  what you do to me ? why are you doing this ? What's my fault ? before this we're friends as usual right ? you break my heart. I hate you! but deep in my heart..I'm still waiting for you. I don't know why. this is not my desire. but, there is nothing I can do. it is about hearts & feeling..How stupid I am right?  so I guest that's  the end of our story..I'm give up. I will try to forget all about you. you know, it just not easy. but at least i'm trying. .what about the ring that you gave to me ? what should I do with that ring ? you asked me to keep it and return to you after two years. but what for ? no longer usefull for me to continue keep that ring. 0hh one more thing, I hope you think ten times before accusing me of doing something rather "ridiculous" okay... I didn't do that. 

I am still will pray for your happiness. I hope you happy with your choice. if possible , I hope we can be friends even it is hard for me. but I do not care. I just want to forget everything.


I might miss you and maybe even still like you but I'm done with you

P/S : this songs tribute to you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dK8rKKzeGVE

Tak seronok laa..! :(

ehh hari nie dah hari jumaat ? aiy0o..lusa dah sekolah..alamak! homework macam mane ? ngeeeee.. manyak2 lagi doiii..oke..rase cam sekejap je mase berlalu..rase cam baru semalam form1..tapi rupenye skang dah form4 laa..xseronok gituu..cepat betol mase berlalu kan..hermm..oke..homework ohh homework. asal kau banyak sangat hah? adeii..mmg xleh tgk aku rehat cikit der..

one more thing..markah exam ?handooo..sebelum cuti nie ade exam. then mesti lepas cuti kluar laa hasilnya. xsanggup doii tgk result..yela, agak susah la exam. biase laa kali pertama kan masuk menengah atas nie. sebelum nie menengah rendah jer..then ade 4 subjek killer kali nie..biology,physic,chemistry & addmath!! handoo0..susah tahap gaban..tulaa sape suruh ambek sains tulen kan.. ala bukan aku nak sangat ambek nie, "kerna terpaksa" saja..aku redha jelaa.. kepada yang xtahu ape2..plss jgn mengate aku bleh x ? aku x paham laa apesal kau suka sangat menyibok hal aku ? ak ade ganggu hidop kau ke hah? suke ati aku laa nk ambk aliran ape pom.. xsusahkan kau pon..lagipun ape sangat yang kau dapat kalau kau mengate aku ? haiss xsuke2 nak gadoh2 ngan sape2 laa..tapi sape xpanas doii lau ade orang mengate dari belakang.. 

okeoke..walaupun aku marah. tp aku masih bleh 'control' laa kemarahan aku..tade la sampai nk pergi serang kau..but.. watch out! kesabaran aku ade batas jugak.. 

should I just let her go ?

I can't I can't I can't..ohh I can't..I don't know why I can't live without you Nurul Hafieza ak.a Nuyu! You are the only one who understands me, willing to share all my problems, someone who can keep secrets, and we're share our joys and sorrow.. why you have to move to another school ? I'm here so lonely without you...yeah I know this is the best way and  for the sake of  your future. but... I hope even though you move to another school , I hope you will never forget me.. cause for me "Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget. ".. 

all the places in the school reminds me to you.. I hope our friendship enduring forever,..

Hati ku senang . Jiwa ku tenang .

      hoihoi. tenang semacam je aku ari nie. apesal ? tenang la sangat. letih doii. oh memang hari nie hari yang ceria ! tapi......hermm, cam stress gituu..yelaa.sape xstress..keje banyak. bile laa library nie nk ciap. letih doii.. tapi setakat ni banyak dAh kot perubahan library tu.Najiihah pom same stress ngan aku jugak. yelaa. busy tahap gaban. kerje manyakk! haiyakk! oke laa. tapi esok masih harus ke sekolah. coz ade kelas kimia+keje2 membaik pulih library+choral speaking..hadoii. homework pom manyak lagi kot.

        Tapi hari nie best sangatsangat . dapat jumpe kwn2 yg suda berpindah ke sekolah laen. adah a.k.a mcsya sounds & aisyah adam..hoho.lame dop jumpe. n semestinye Nuyu !! yang turut membantu sep pss kt lbry tadi. thanks yup!  then..ade something happen la..aku & aisyah che cob je yg taw aha. lucu gilax. adeeii. npe erk zaman sekarang? bile dipikir pikir..xpatut2.. over la pulak "diorang". handoo....takmau bicara hal itu disini. takot ade yg terase pulak kan. nonono. sy xsuke cari pasal. n xberminat masuk campor hal orang. then better sy xstory hal tu..just 4 fun. tapi lucu gilaxx...HAHAHAHA!!

oke the p0int is jumpa kawankawan dpt hilang kan stress la. segala masalah dilupakan utk sementara waktu. sebab itu bagi sy "hari-hariku x sempurna tanpa kalian" terima kaseh sebab menceriakan hari-hari ku. oke aku n kawankawan sempat la snap beberape gambar,,dimana ade camera disitu ade kami ! ahaks :) 

aini , aisyah adam & adah <3

aisyah adam , me & adah :)

   

                        Omg ! h0mework kimia !! esok ade kls kimia. oh no. I have to go know. okeoke. nanti ade mase sy story lagi k.. see yaa.. salam 1 Malaysia. ahaks   =) 

hey ! holidays. . .

        oo0yeah. holiday come again. rasa seronok gituu. huhu. tapi xrase cam cuti sangat der. ari2 p skola. 

yela, sape suruh jd pengawas pss.. kam banyak keje. tade rehat2. aiy0o. xseronok der. Pengawas pss kene p mengemas library sekolah. agak bz laa tahun nie coz library di Upgrade kan.. letih doii.. banyak lagi yang xciap. so kiteorang (pengawas pss) kene lah bekerja keras untuk siapkan semua sebelum cuti sekolah nie abes. cuti seminggu saja. adeii. entah la camne. then bz ngan choral speaking lagii. hohoii . . tade rehat la cutiku kali nie. tp better go to scho0l la daripada terperap kat rumah. lagii boring. .

      "tekanang" la hidup sekarang. bukan ape. aku just.. entah la. stress der, sukar untuk memahami sifat seseorang kan. aku pom xpaham ngan someone nie.. hohoi. aku xbley stop pikir pasal die. why why why ? hadoii. aku pon taktaw. 'anda yang datang dalam hidup sy then anda blah camtu jer. haisshh. sy x boleh terima semua ni.. tapi ape boleh saya buat. anda buat "dek" je ngan saya sekarang. anda sombong. anda ego. kejap muncul dlm hidup sy. kejap senyap tanpa berita. then anda datang lagi ganggu hidup sy then anda blah camtu jer. ape lagi anda mau ? saya xboleh fokus terhadap semua bende yg saya buat. ini semua sebab anda.. kenape ssh sangat sy nk lupekan anda ? oke. sekarang sy benci anda sangatsangat. yeahh. sy mau terus membenci anda. walaupun depan anda sy berlagak cool aje. tp dalam hati. tuhan je yg tahu betapa sy benci anda. oke. plss. go away. ihy so much !

p/s : I never ever fallin for you.,, just hate you  . . .