yeah. I admit. I still can't forget about it. Even I've tried so hard. now I'm still try and try. I hope so, I can forget about it. I can't stand it. If I just let it, It will make me look like an idiot and wasting my time. I don't know what I have to do. And until now, I don't understand why he do this to me ? what is my fault ? why ? why I must face all this ? It is unfair to me. I think so. It is really unfair. If he hates me, then tell me. He don't have to tell anyone else. there is no relationship with others. why he have to tell everyone about this?
However , I will remember my teacher advice. "We can't hate someone so much because maybe one day we will love him/her." and "We can't love someone so much because maybe one day we will hate him/her" . okay , before, I've said. I'll never hate him although he do this to me. I just can't see him. Feelings can be controlled but tears never lie. yeah , I'm in pain so much. but I'm just not show it up. I hope everything gonna be okay. I don't want any problem that make me feel stress again. I just want focus to my study and learn to be more independent.. :)
P/s : I am Mature enough to forgive you But not Dumb enough to trust you again.
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