She's cute ;)

hey ! Two days to go. I hope on 2013 my life getting better. At least better than before. My wish for this upcoming new year is I'll get an excellent result , studying in 'ipt' or 'ipta' , I'll be a good daughter to my parents , nice sister to my sibling , be the best friend to all my friends and also be ..... be anything la ! heee.

Oh , btw my title today actually about Siti Shahirah Mk ! haha . She's cute , nice , funny and the other. ngee. Almost everyday I meet her because our house is not far.. And she is the nearest friend I had. So , I can meet her easily. Actually , I know her since the first year I moved here. I was 9 or 10 years old . I can't remember it well. But what I remember is She is my first friend since I moved here. It was an evening as I was cycling my bicycle around and suddently she is cycling her bicycle too and greet me. Ask me if I just moved here. Then she show me to this place (place where we live)  and her house too , bring me to her friend . We also played together with the other friends , Ala , Fatin , Zura.. It's so sweet to remember that sweet moment when we're young :)

I took this picture without her permision , sorry cirah :p

Siti Shahirah Mk

4 days to go ..

Hye belogg ! 4 days to go.. say hello to 2013 ! I can't believe it ! I'm 17 ? next few month I'll be turn to 18 years old ? Omaigod omaigod !! Seriously I don't know what gonna happen to me , even to my life ! I don't even know what is my ambition  :( ..  I actually enjoyed learning english language , and I really hope I can continue studying english course soon. Because it is all what I am interest to , although I know my grammar is quite bad and my broken english .. so ashamed , But I think I can learn to fix my english language right ? As long as there is interest in english I think this is the right choice :)

Think about the result , I'm afraid :( .. I hope  my friends and I can get an excellent result for SPM. God willing..I'm so boring , since the completion of the SPM. there is nothing I can do.. everyday I woke up in the morning and watch the television.. In the afternoon , cooking lesson ! Oh maii I'm gonna be a chef soon. muahaha. thanks to mama teach me how to cook ! =) I will try my best . And for sure the other thing I will do is play games , watch the movie on computer , blogging , facebooking. For sure I'm busy with license ! ohhmaii I'm gonna have a driving license soon ! watch out mama , your satria neo will be mine ! HAHA :P

awiem and me . love u cousin !

alish and me , btw congrates 4 straight A's UPSR ! Proud with you cousin

 

 

 

P/S : This photo was taken at pasir puteh while shopping with my lovely cousin :)

Such A Boring Life

Please don't play hide and seek with me. I don't like it =(

Sometimes , I think I should go to my cousins house at Pasir Puteh. But when I think about you , I can't go there. I'll not see you. But at the same time , I've think that what do I do here ? I'm so boring because sometimes you just keep silent and I don't know what should I do when you do this to me. I'm boring because I had no friends near my house and I don't have lisence yet to go anywhere by myself.

Hey dude , please don't do this to me. I can't if you're silent  for a day. I really can't.  I don't know how I'm going to deal with it soon. Next year I don't know where I'll go for my further study. I hope not far from you. Maybe we'll study in the same university. I hope so. I think I can  faithful if you're doing the same thing. I've faithful more than two years why not after this? But I'm afraid you'll fall in love with other girl.. =( I'm not the type of easily fall in love and I'm really sure about that. If I am easily fall in love I might will not forgave you and be with someone else righ now.

Dear cousins ! I'm sorry. I promise I will go to your house soon. :D

Friends , Thank You For Everything !

Assalamualaikum !! sorry I can't  update this blog everday because I actually too lazy to write here everyday. hihi. Seriously , I'm the most lazy person to write here I don't have mood to do so. Actually  since the completion of SPM I got a lot things to do everyday. I just didn't write here. Like I said , I'm too lazy !! heeeee. I'm just spend my time at home , hangout with my friends and many other.

Oh yaa. before I forgot , I would like to congrate to Kak tie who was got married last Friday !  You're so pretty and gorgeous too ! seriously . I hope you'll happy ever after with your husband :)

=)

Yesterday , I had spend my time hangout with my schoolmate . They're so freaking awesome . We've play bowling and have a lunch together . I'm so happy . they're so funny. And I can't stop laughing while with them. Thankyou so much friends . I hope our friendship enduring forever :) Although I did not know how to play but at least I'm enjoy it. hehe! so long I'm not playing this. since I'm the spm candidates. Guys , thanks a lot :)

SCORE =P

Hihihi~

Upin , thanks for treat me and adah  =)

Thank Youu, I love u adah :)

True Friends

Hey all .  Seriously I don't know what to do after the completion of SPM . My life becames so boring .
Not like I thought . I rarely see my friends. moreover I don't have many friends here , near my house .
However , I love to hangout with friends because friend always understand me,
the place where I share my story with , and I always spend my time with my friends.
I love my friends so much . I just want to spend my time with them after this .
Friends , thank you for light up my world and besides me when I need all of you =)

What a bad life :(

My heart skip a beat when I know about it. Seriously , it's hurt me so much .
But I can't do anything . My heart scream out loud , but nobody hear me :(
But why me ? WHY ME ? I don't understand .  .
Please don't do this to me again and again . I'm tired to face all of this .
I though it was OVER . But I'm wrong .
Please don't lie .
You know what ?
"The truth hurts a lot but I would rather know the truth than live a lie"

Trial Spm was over , finally =) !

I'm glad that the examination was over. hihi. but it is just 'TRIAL' the real one still waiting for us.I hope after this I can study well , I can't wasted time anymore. I don't have much time , I have to strive hard from now on. This is for the sake of my future life. Friends , together we fight for Spm. I love all of my classmate 5 Science 2012 . They are the best classmate I ever had. We're like sibling at school. I hope this relationship will enduring forever .

Maybe after this I do not have a time to write here anymore , not after the completion of Spm. I will focus on my study and get an excellent result. InsyaAllah. pray for me yaa :D

Best of Luck to all SPM candidates 2012 .

 

The journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step ;)

It's was 39 day passed.

Hye readers . Sorry for long silent. I really don't have a mood to write about me , my condition , my day. It was so bad. The days passed after 26 July , is the worst day I ever had in my life. Yeah , I admit it. I'm pretending that I was okay in front of the others. I pretend to be happy , cheerful because I don't want to show off my weakness in front of 'him'. I'll never show it. 'You' know what , I'll never forget about it , I'll never forgive you , I'll never trust you over and over again. Sounds like a jerk but I told the truth sincerely from my heart. You are the worst thing had happend in my life. I hate you so much. I hate it when everyday I still can't forget about what we had before. I hate it everytime when I remember about it. It was you who put me in this bad situation. You such a professional liar , stalker , backstabber and sweet talk too. Why a person like you can live in this world ?

okay enough , enough. I said it is enough. I hope the exam will finish soon because I don't want to see you. I really don't like this situation. You make me can't answer the question. I just want to be like usual again. Live hapily with my family and friends again like before I know you. My life was so peaceful and calm. I'm very happy with it but since you came to my life , everything was so different .

Aboud eid 2012 , I didn't write it. I just have a simple eid for this year. yeah , I'm SPM candidated right. I hope all of you in a good health and blessed always . I've to study for tomorrow ! Pray for my succed ! assalamualaikum. byebye ! :) 

My  family (dad)

My  family (mom)

My family. love them. so much <3 br="br">

It's over . .

Hye all. Today my life begins. huhu. oh yeah. for sure. I'm feel like happy , sad , Shock , all there. But I'm okay. yeah I'm sure that I'm fine. In a good condition. hihi. Now , I just want to focus to my study. hey dude, pray for my excellent result :) sure we can be friends if it is you want. ohh HAPPY HAPPY DAY. 

 The moral values is Please be honest. You don't have to cheat. Actually , it is hurt me more when you're just cheating to me for almost 2 year. You'll never understand what I feel now. 

But , what I've learn is , the main rules in a relationship :- 

1. Don't lie.

2. Don't cheat.

3. Don't make promises you can't keep.

4. Be honest to your heart.

5. Never give someone hope.

6. Don't hope too much.

7. Don't care too much.

8. Don't love too much.

9. Never give up.

10. Faithful.

Ramadhan Al-mubarak

Yeayy2! hari sabtu puasa sudah. hee ~ cepat sungguh masa berlalu kan. tup2 dah masuk bulan puasa. tak sabar nye nak raye ! ngee.. esok dah boleh pergi terawih. suke2. tapi minggu depan Pra-Percubaan Spm. aduyaii. :( erm doakan saya yaa! harap2 saya dapat fokus belajar betol2 dan dapat ke ipt nanti. tunaikan impian papa dan mama. Saya harap Ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna berbanding tahun-tahun sebelum nie. ape2 pun Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa dan Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak kepada semua umat Islam di seluruh negara,, hihi. (macam diorang paham bahase malaysia) ngee..Pada bulan yang mulia nie elok la kita perbanyakkan ibadah kita. lagipun bulan Ramadhan nie datang setahun sekali je kan. jom pergi terawih. Oh ya, tak sabar nak tunggu malam Lailatul Qadar iaitu pada10 malam yang terakhir bulan ramadhan. " Barangsiapa beribadah pada malam tersebut, maka akan tercatit amalannya seumpama dia membuat amalan selama 1000 bulan" so sama-sama la kita kejar malam Lailatul Qadar nie ye. huhu. oke la lewat sudah. study luu.. byebye sume! :) see you next time in next topic.

It is about "Fruitheart" hihi~

Hey you. yeah you , capital A. Thank you.  make me smile , happy. Nobody else can make me feel like this. When I am sad , you're the only one can make me smile again. When I am lonely , you're always besides me. But I'm afraid , one day I'll lose you. I don't know how I'm gonna deal with it. Then who's gonna make me smile again when I'm sad? .. I know  sometimes , maybe you don't like the way I act when I am with you. I always bother you. I'm sorry. I know I'm not supposed to act like that. But I hope you understand me too. I just want to hear your voice everyday , know your condition. I'm not control your life. I just want to make sure you are in a good condition. I always worried about you , think about you and always miss you too. Since 2010 , I don't have anyone else. true. I can't accept the other. only you in my heart. I hope you're the same. Don't play with my heart , it is not game to play. If you read this , I'm gonna miss you. Take care of yourself. Don't ever try to do bad things, study smart. please loyal. Don't ever try to be unfaithful. I will always love you.

STOP dreaming girl !

Hye all. oke sy update jugak blog nie. adeii. tak boleh berpisah kot dgn blog nie. sangat lah risau dengan keadaan saya sekarang. tiada perubahan kot. aduyaii. wake up girl ! come on wake up. Don't let anyone make you down. stop hoping. hoping for something might never happend. STOP dreaming Maira. This is just the beginning of your life. After such a long journey. This your last year in high school. Think about it deeply. what about your ambition? your dream ? think about your parents. They work hard for you. They sacrifice many things for you. Can't you see it ? SPM , less than five months. Straigh A's ? Don't you want it? Scholarship ? Do not dream about it if you didn't get straight A+.. You still have the time. think about it Maira. stop living in fantasy world. This is not the time for you to enjoy. Not yet. After this you can do whatever you want. after the completion of the SPM. chill girl. Study hard and smart too :) 

Spain !

For this Euro 2012 I would like to support Spain ! hihi. I hope Spain will win in this euro 2012. I had watched Spain Vs Ireland yesterday. Okay 4-0 ! HAHA. congrate Spain! BEST OF LUCK. I would like to have Spain Jersey soon. I hope so. heehee :)

Mama , Please. I want this t-shirt

:)

Result ohh result !_!

Hye blog !. hari nie kat sekolah banyak dapat markah peperiksaan pertengahan tahun. So far , this is better than before. Ade yang meningkat , Ade yang mendata je. hehe. Walaupun tak dapat semua result lagi, Tapi syukur alhamdulillah sebab result kali ini lebih baik daripada sebelum nya. hihi. Suke2. Senyum sampai telinga kot balik sekolah tadi. HAHA.Yang paling penting takde Failed2 dah , killer subject pun. uishh , tapi tak boleh RIAK. astagfirullahalazim. ngee~ Lepas nie akan ku kurangkan online dan tak mengadap komp sangat kot, Study la katekan..hee.. 

 

Harap sangat Spm 2012 nie saya akan dapat straigh A's. senang nak apply mane-mane universiti nanti. Kalau dapat Straigh A + lagi elok. hehe. bukan ape , kalau dapat scholarship kan best , tak payah susah kan parents. Tapi , persaingan sekarang nak dapat scholarship susah kot. kene dapat Straight A+ baru dapat scholarship..aduyaii.

I will Study and study and study until I get the excellent result. InsyaAllah. I hope so. Pray for me guys . For sure I will miss this blog and facebook :(

Strive Hard For Excellent Result ! :)

Asslamualaikum. Take care yaa

A+ I really need you !

Failed NO MORE ;)

P/S : I'm Spm Candidates 2012 :)

5 Science's B.B.Q :)

Yesterday , we really enjoyed our day. It will be the sweetest memory to me. I love my classmate so much. Thanks 5 science , for your co-operation. Since it is held at my house I'm really sorry if there is shortage during the B.B.Q yesterday. I'm glad to have classmate like all of you. I hope after this you will not be reluctant to held B.B.Q like this at my house again.  After this , maybe we can't enjoy like this , we've to study till the last breath. Fighting ! Who knows ,  5 Science 2012 will get straight A's . InsyaAllah :)

June already ?

Woaah. Today 1st June already? time passes quickly than I thought. And for sure SPM TRIAL is coming soon ! OMG!! maira what have you done with this 1st week mid-year holiday? Reading ? No ! Studying ? No! Enjoying the holiday ? Ouh. YES. Absolutely right ! regret regret regret. One week left. I should appreciate the time left to study and study and study smart and hard. But I want to spend my time with my friend, my brother, my cousins :( I miss all of them so much. but I know. I have to sacrifice my desire for the sake of my future life. Yes. I really have to. I hope I can  be a good daughter for my parents , a smart student for my teacher at school and a best friend to my friends. Insyallah :)

both of them cute!  I call them 'sep MK' hihi

true friend I ever had

P/S : I've spend my 1st week holiday with them :) I love them so much <3

Holidays ? Awesome lah ! :)

Mid-year holidays start today ! o0yeahhh ! :) err actually I'm not really enjoy.. Every weekend , friday and saturday I had tuition classes *Sigmaone* and for sure extra class in school but only for one week. This holiday actually about two weeks. I have to spend it very well since I lacked of time to get prepare for trial and real Spm is just around the corner. Study have to be half or my life since I am Spm candidates this year.. By the way, Today is the last day for the Mid-year examination at school. I hope to get an excellent result this time. 

The first thing I will do during this holidays is tidy my bedroom. Since I don't have time enough to do it before. After that , I just want to study and study and study until I get a good result :) 

Oh one more thing, I will try to diet and lose my weight as soon as posibble. 

Joggingg !! :p

I really miss you.

It has been more than 1 year I had no bestfriend beside me, I mean at school.. At first , It is verry difficult for me. I'm lonely and has no bestfriend. It's difficult to live without a bestfriend. I can live without boyfriend but I can't live without a bestfriend. At school , I'm always alone and everyone has their partner except me. so sad. That's why I always want to back to 2010. because in 2010 I have her besides me and I don't even know him. She's Nurul Hafieza ,  my bestfriend ever and He's....the one who has hurts me so much in my life. If I know this would happend I don't want to know him. I wish I don't. But there is nothing I can do. Actually I miss Hafieza so much. I remember all the moment we had together. Now she is at Terengganu at a boarding school. Studied there and  we rarely see each other. But She's always came to my house when she's back to Kelantan during the holiday. I'm very excited and happy when she's come to my house. I love her so much. I have no friends like her. And nobody can replace her place in my heart. She's too kind , friendly , Funny and for sure she's understand me. She also pretty and  intelligent. For sure She's smart , She always teach me. Nuyu , I miss you so much. I really hope we can meet as usually until my last breath. I don't want to lost contact with you. I hope you're the same.

you and me

really miss her

Nurul Hafieza

 

 

 

 

 

Hardest goodbye..

Hye all ! I rarely update my blog. I really don't have time. I've got a lot of extra class and also a lot of homework.. I'm too tired. I do not have enough time to rest now. I'm also tired with someone. tired of waiting, time of get hurt and tired to pretend that I'm okay. I'm not okay !! Yeah  finally I tell the truth. Sincerely , My heart hurt so much. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know why I still can forgave him when he ask for my apologize although he hurts me for a few times.

  But now , I can see it cleary. He is not serious with me. He loves her so much. although she's unfaithful. He always take care of her feeling , take care of her so much. But with me instead.. He not fulfilled his promise to me, He always busy , do not have time for me but always have his time for her. He's changed. I know everything. But I'm just silent and get hurt slowly. I don't know why. and I don't know what's my fault. I don't know what I've do to him until he do this to me. He is always played with my heart. Maybe he doesn't know , until now I only have him in my heart. I've never had anyone else. But it's look like I'm the fool that doing something stupid. I have to stop doing all of this. I HAVE TO. After this I just want to focus on my study so I can get straight A's. InsyaAllah. If  I can I want to go far away after this. oversea or something like that. I don't want keep stay here. I don't want to see his face everyday or I will getting hurt until my last breath. I hope You'll be happy ever after. I know you doesn't have feeling for me right. You just have her. So just go on. take care her and make her happy. I hope you'll happy. Don't worry about me I'm gonna be okay. Thank you for everything, forgive me.. Goodbye....

hey hey hey ! It is April already..Omg, seriously, Pkbs 2 is coming soon. And for sure I am still not ready for it. What I have to do ? Studying ? hihi. actually I'm not satisfied with my oral test in class this afternoon. I am not ready for it. I'm so sorry teacher. . I'm promise I'll do it better next time ! Asmaira ,  pleasee study smart and hard for your future life... Don't waste your time. you don't have time enough to study the all subject. 9A+ insyaAllah :))

I can't stand it any longer.

I'm very happy today. okay from now on, I'm trying to accept the truth. yeah , I've write about this more than 20 times. I know.. but I'm just a normal people, I do have feeling and I am not a barbie doll.. I can say it , But it doesn't mean I really can do it. It is not my desire. This is not easy for me. My heart hurt so much + broken into piece.. I'm crying almost every single night. <-----how stupid I am. I'm trying to start a new life started from now. I just want to focus on my study. Straight A+ .. InsyaAllah. And for sure I'll hate both of you. cause of both of you I'm suffering more than a year.. 

 

so quotes of the day is --> You can't have a better tomorrow if you don't stop thinking about yesterday >.<

result ? who cares . . hihi

I've got the result for my PKBS1 examination. not bad. but I'm still not satisfield with it. It is still not good enough. However , I'm happy. because finally I can do it better then before. At least I am better than 'Both Of Them' what they have ? NOTHING. Actually , I've one wish ,  I really hope one day..I'll got straight A's And I'll show it in front of them . I wanna show that my life is better when everything between us is over. I've never lost anything. therefore, this is not my fault.  moreover , I've wasted my time for almost a year for this stupid things.  I don't want to talk about it detail. It's up to you understand or not what I mean. hihi. who cares? I just hope after this,  I will never do this stupid mistake again and again :)

Looser !

Today is the day. I had a Petanque competition  :( . . and lucky not on my side. disappointed so much. frustt + sad. I've wasted my time every evening stayback at school for almost a three week. The stupid things I've do today is crying in front of them.  Truly , I don't have a mood today. I really mean it. double frust actually. At first , I hate it when 'she' comes to my house and all I see is she's massage with him. I'm fool . dumb. stupid. why I'm still got jealous ? there is for nothing ! I don't know when I'll forget about him. Oh God. please. I'm begging you, help me delete all the memory that lingering in my head. I can't stand it. I don't want to see her. I don't want her to come to my house ,  and I don't want to talk to her although for a word. I can't . I really can't . I've patience with this situation for almost a year . My heart hurt so much. But I don't know what I have to do. I can't tell her the truth. I can't tell her what I feel now. I'm worried , she's can't understand me.

erm I'll have an examination on tuesday. I'm worried. I can't focus on my study now. thanks a lot to 'both of them' :(((((

Skuter oh skuter .. ~

yeay2. setelah lame ku tunggu siap jugakk skuter tuu. fuhh, lame kot ade kat bengkel. miss it so much. heee. esok bleh laaa ronda2. hihi ~ tapi exam dah dekat. :( 

by the way.. aku rase bersalah sangat. sorry kak. bukan tak suke kak tanye gitu. maybe badmood time tu. sorry. I really appreciate it. there is no one like you. cares and nice to me. I'm really sorry. maybe I don't know how to act if someone cares with my problem. I just don't know how to tell you. yeah , I have a problem right now. and you're the only one who can see it althought I didn't tell you. :)) I'm so proud to have friend like you. once again i'm really sorry. .. . =.=

I thought I was done with feeling like this

I feel so stress. why I still can't forget about it ? I've try it so hard. But it's keep haunt me. PLEASEE........ Just go away from me. I hate to see you. I hate it when I look at you , I remember what have you do to me. I really hope , I can forget all this and focus to my study. next week I'll had an exam. I hope I can do it better and get an excellent result. pray for me ! Maybe I have to keep myself busy so I can forget all this. pray for me guys. hope so. oke gotta go now. Study+homework time. see yaa ! Assalamualaikum :))

Student Life 0.o

Hey there ! huh, so long I'm not write here. busy with EXTRA class, homework and for sure curriculum activity ! yeahh. so tired being student.. Nevermind , this is my last year in high school. I'll make it the best year in my life. Now, I'm busy with training pentaque. At first I admit it , I really don't know how to play. But,  with the guidance from my friends , I can play Pentaque !! hihi~ thank you so much. I really hope our team will win in this competition. This competition will be held on 4 & 5 March 2012. Guys ,  Pray for us . . Oke , that's all for today. I've got a lot of homework to do. see you later : ) 
assalamualaikum..

Student Life