In The Middle of The Hard Life

Sometimes, it actually good for me. but somehow good thing usually difficult to face. 'SERIOUSLY'. not easy to find a friend at a new place. It's hard to make all people around us satisfied or like us. Once we do something wrong forever they'll judge us wrong. But it is usual and we call it 'Life'. All of us had face this. I'm just hope that day by day everything are getting better than before and I'm trying for the best. By the way, so long I'm not write here in my lovely blog. I really don't have a time to write in this blog. I'm too busy with people who loves me around me, my family,friends and that person. 

Therefore. I'm busy with assignment and college things. so many assignments, project and presentation to do. So many behavior to face. and I am so tired off all of this. sometimes I feel want to give up but when I think of how hard to get in in this college adn how hard my life would be in the next few year if I'm giving up this early so I will try my best for my future life. 

Family are always number one for me. I love them so much. They always make me comfortable and to a lot of things to me. Especially I'm rarely come back home because of further study. but when I come back home everything just like heaven. No words could describe what I feel about my family. 

Thanks for being too kind and appreciate me. I'm feeling lucky to have you. There is a lot of thing changes this few month. And I really love it. I love this moment. I will miss all this memory. Eventhough we are far and I'm rarely come back. I can see that you're loyal and changes 99% HAHA. I'm sorry for those thing I do to you. I never thing to do those thing to you. sometime you make me angry too.  Sometimes, I'm just want to test you whether you care to me. I though you don't care but I'm wrong. I'm so sorry. I'm promised to be understanding person and always loyal and stay besides you forever xoxo. 

Home sweet Home

After a month I'm finally arrived at my lovely house . haha. just a month I feel like a year . Leave everthing that I had here was uneasy for me . yeah . I miss all of them . I am on my way to be independent and I will survive with my life at KPMIM for the sake of my future life . I will follow my father advised "Don't let other people break you down , don't care too much , take it easy and just keep focus on what your reason to be at KPMIM " yeah , He always give me strengh when I feel down. But I don't know why . It hard to changes . I've been try so hard . But I am promises to myself, I will never let my parents disappointed with me again , I will strive hard for the excellent result and achieve my ambition then make my parents proud of me. InsyaAllah . Pray for my excellent result for this semester 1 final exam as I'm Diploma In English Communication Student's

It such a long time .

Hey . Sorry for the long silence. I really don't have time to update my new post for this blog. even facebook I rarely online with my comp I'm just using my cell phone. By the way , after a few month it such a long time for me and there are many things changes. I've got my license already ! Jyeahh !!  So many things to do. Result to continue my further study will come out soon. Time passes quickly than I thought.  After a long patient finally I've got what I really want. I think so. At least he's changes a lot. A possitive changes for me. I'm said like this not because I don't like his attitude before I'm just hope the best for him.
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But I don't know how to expressed about this. I can feel that people around me changes. People I have been close before are different now. I don't know why.. I don't know what should I do.. I try to talk but they don't want to.. What I can say is  "I'm just a normal people , I make mistakes. I was wrong but I've tried to changes. Give me the chance to changes. They don't know what I've been through so they can't punish me" I admit that, before I'm too childish, stupid  but maybe it because I was unmatured before. I can't think wisely. I'm not saying that I'm matured enough . For sure I'm not. But please don't do this to me. Give me the explaination if there is something about me that you don't like. I'll try to changes. I may not be aware . please tell me. don't punish like this. I can't.. I feel guilty :'(

Everthing is over :')

I just could smile after what had happened . Even it's hard for me, I know sooner or later I'll be okay :) . After all of this , I've learned so much from him . Yeah It might hurt, but I think that it will be useful lesson for me and do not easily cheated. Remember , you are not toys. You're human, you do have felling. Never let people who is not appreciate you take advantage of you. Stay strong yeah dear heart. Maira, after all of this do not easily believe,love,trust someone ! Take it easy . This is just the beginning . keep smile, just remember whatever had happened , Allah is always beside you . Think of you family & friends. For sure they want to see you happy and succes not seeing you cry every single night .

Guys, Thankyou for today ! :)

Hey readers ! actually I would like to tell about my unforgetable moment today . Because of I am too tired to write I decided to write about it today. Started at 8 a.m , 'Kak Zira' , my teacher who is teach me at Kotaraya pick me up at my home to Kotaraya. I'm in the process of taking driving license, finally.. I'm waiting for this since few years ago. I'm started drive on that day . At first I'm so afraid beacause I had never drive before. But later , I became so excited. hee. Actually it's not easy but it depend on how we deal with it. I had my breakfirst with my friends there, luckly I have my friends who is taking driving license there too. So, I won't be alone . Thanks Atika, Syafikqah, Kashifah , Syamimi & Anuar..  !

Pikah , me & Tika

About 12 p.m all matters that related to license completed , We decided to buy coolblog ! I like coolblog so much!! hee~  After that , we decided to go to the beach..weeeeeee~ At first we go to the 'Pantai Sabak' but it seems like nothing interest there, so we decided to go to 'PCB'. We took some pictures and for sure eat! hehe. Later , we stopped at the mosque to perform Solat Zohor.. After that , Atika ask syafikah and me to company her to Pantai Timur. Although , It was a tired day but I am really enjoy it. Thank you so much friends ! I am very lucky to have friends like all of you. I love all of you. Remember  'Once friends, forever friends' yeah =)

PCB

I loves beach ! :)

yummy !

 

 

 

Masjid Sultan Ismail Petra

kecelaruan

Ohmaii.. stress nya hidup ! kadang-kadang rase macam taknak hidup je. haishh.. tak baik cakap macam tu.. btw , ni 1st post saye dalam bahasa melayu oke. hee. saye tahu , setiap kehidupan pasti ade masalah , ade cabaran dan rintangan. orang cakap tu semua 'lumrah kehidupan' kan. tapi bagi saye , semua yg dah jadi tu bergantung kepada individu tersebut. dah die yang buat macam tu jadi macam tu la. haiiss, nk explain gane eh... contoh , JANJI. kalau dah tahu takleh nak tepati jangan berjanji. Kalau dah mungkir janji pandai-pandai la cover balik , mintak maaf ke , cuba untuk tak ulang kesilapan yang sama lagi.. Nie tidak , dah la berjanji, mungkir janji , buat muke tak bersalah pulak tu. tak boleh laa gituu. nonono takleh.. dah tu , jangan pulak berjanji kali ke2,3 then buat salah yang same. dude, tak bosan ke ulang tayang benda yang same ? nampak tak permainanya disitu ? sebenarnya ia bergantung kepada individu tersebut, apa yang dia buat, dia yang kawal pergerakan,percakapan,perbuatan dia kan bukan orang lain. ehh btw ini contoh saje. tidak ada kaitan dengan hidup ataupun mati..

contoh ke-2 , hmm SIKAP. tolong laa jangan annoying sgt.. seriously,  takde orang suke. at least jaga hati dan perasaan orang lain. jangan pentingkan diri sendiri. one more thing, tolong jangan ambil kesempatan terhadap kebaikan seseorang. that's not a good attitude dear.. jangan sombong sangat. Kita semua duduk sama rendah berdiri sama tinggi je antara satu sama lain yang beza nya usaha. siapa usaha lebih dapat lebih. oh ya, ingat ya. apa yang anda buat dekat seseorang tu tak mungkin berbalik kepada diri anda sendiri. omputih ckp 'what you give , you get back' I guess. sebab 'Kalau tak boleh buat BAIK jangan buat JAHAT..
Sebab tak buat JAHAT tu pun kira dah cukup BAIK' kan.. hmm lu pikirla sendiri eaa.. oke laa gotta go. Saye ade bengkel 3jam. alhamdulillah kelmarin dah lulus exam ! kejap lagi cikgu nak datang ambil untuk bengkel 3jam.. mudah-mudahan segala urusan berjalan dengan lancar..doa-doa kan saye ya.. see you in the next post , next day , next mood and next topic for sure.. byebye , Assalamualaikum =)

Please , DON'T do THIS to me :(

I want happiness , but you gave me sadness.
I always fulfill promises to you, But you always broke your promise to me.
I never make you wait for me , But you always make ask me to wait for no reason.
I always had my time for you , But you aways busy for me.
I make all the thing easy for you but you always make all the thing hard for me.
I always tried to understand you , But you never try to understand me.
You never think of me , never care for me like the way I do..
I hate waiting for something , something that might never happend.

Please don't mad at me :'(