It such a long time .

Hey . Sorry for the long silence. I really don't have time to update my new post for this blog. even facebook I rarely online with my comp I'm just using my cell phone. By the way , after a few month it such a long time for me and there are many things changes. I've got my license already ! Jyeahh !!  So many things to do. Result to continue my further study will come out soon. Time passes quickly than I thought.  After a long patient finally I've got what I really want. I think so. At least he's changes a lot. A possitive changes for me. I'm said like this not because I don't like his attitude before I'm just hope the best for him.
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But I don't know how to expressed about this. I can feel that people around me changes. People I have been close before are different now. I don't know why.. I don't know what should I do.. I try to talk but they don't want to.. What I can say is  "I'm just a normal people , I make mistakes. I was wrong but I've tried to changes. Give me the chance to changes. They don't know what I've been through so they can't punish me" I admit that, before I'm too childish, stupid  but maybe it because I was unmatured before. I can't think wisely. I'm not saying that I'm matured enough . For sure I'm not. But please don't do this to me. Give me the explaination if there is something about me that you don't like. I'll try to changes. I may not be aware . please tell me. don't punish like this. I can't.. I feel guilty :'(